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Ihungmyhead1 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Hey! I am currently trying to win my battle with bulimia. It would be amazing if anyone of you guys took some time to check it out! Thanks :) There's only one post but I'll try to post something everyday.
thintimearound.tumblr.com
pizzapiepop (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
I managed 3 weeks without binging or purging then yesterday BOOOM!! I have binged twice since yesterday and purged up lunch and dinner today its not fair i was doing so well :( I have to into therapy next week cos of my self harming and i really dont want a therapist to know about my bulimia as well :( :(
LadeeLayla (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
My binges hit hard today. I hate this so much! I also think each day I get up that *today* will be different. I won't eat so much. But that feeling soon goes away. I know my binge eating is because of loneliness. Then I feel sick to my stomach after I eat and I want to make myself sick. I am well into my 40's and I have been like this since I was a teenager. Sometimes I think that's what it is....I'm afraid of changing. Afraid of losing "control". Afraid of changing my life. *afraid & lonely*
pizzapiepop (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
what is the song called ?
smdartist (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Mine is back again:(
kibaandshino (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
Today I want to stop.
DMarie0824 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
it takes everything i have not to go to the toilet. i can't stop eating.
Politicallyactive101 (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
When I was bulimic,I would eat upwards of 15,000 calories a day.
I would purge exactly 70 times a daily,and consumed over 26 laxatives daily.
After my bulimia fizzled out,without therapy,I developed anorexia.
The past 5 years have been consumed with this obsession to be tiny.
I lost friends,family members,boyfriends,my health and almost everything,to this obsession.
I'm still struggling with Severe Anorexia,but I have the hope that one day I'll be thin enough.
Annmarija (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
@kewigirl I hope you never go back to it. The maximum I have got myself together was 3 or so moths when I was living with my long distance fiance. As soon as I got back - BUM!!! Same old, same old ...
Annmarija (November 30, 1999 at 12:00 am)
@TheDecathinator Yes. I finally want to stop. Coming clean may be just the thing I need |
